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5:39 AM
July 12, 2009 this year was my worst year ever. i had made my eyes red for almost everyday.why? today i feels too damn unhappy coz something happened to her and she suspect something. she started to ask my relative about something??? i feels that she is thinking of something. i m scared.. i don wan to go on anymore! life is horrible! i dislike crying in front of people but i really cant control my emotion. i really cried out that day in front of her but i don feel any better as i tell her my matters! no. pls don make something worst happen! i was use to hate them when they don treat me well but i don wan anything happen to them! pls! i really had enough i don wan to cry everyday but why i cant stop myself??? wht if i tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day? will it really be better? today afternoon we go to eat cone pizza at selayang mall to celebrate my bro's belated birthday my aunt foot the bill. she was q. rich gua.. cant belanja so many of us . what if in the opp way will something unbelievable happen?? i sometimes don understand why but i knw now that our life was actually wasn that easy! |
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