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7:31 AM
March 26, 2010 what do u want?
"you are stubborn." this was what he says. "What are u going to do next time? If u cannot earn money,then u go eat shit la! Since u think that u are so matured, u go stay outside yourself! Next time u take any course u pay for it yourself.I won't be paying the fees for u!you pay yourself!" he added.I m so damn fucked up.I felt better when i play piano.I was so damn enjoy at that moment.Unfortunately, after i had finished playing piano, that kinda feeling come to me again.I didn't mentioned that I wanna take that course. I just said that it was my interest and yet i m trying to change to other course.Now, kena marah like so damn stupid.Yet, he don wanna talk to me after piano class. That day Thursday I had lost my purse in front of the school guard house. Yet, the guard saw someone took it.Thanks to all my friends! I love u guys! I lied to my parents. what a big joke right? I cried the whole day so?? |
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6:34 AM
March 19, 2010 S-O-R-R-Y
Tears do flow sometimes but who will know? who will care?The time that I don't wanna reach had come. A word to apology that I had think bad of them once, But it's seem like everything changes and not like last time anymore. S-O-R-R-Y! It's my bad! |
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6:25 AM
Nothing more to say.
days had flown too much as i m just fooling around.Lately, I can feel that how much pressures are going to me. Hopes also have but do those adults which are living in their world understand what their child needs?What kind of attitude do their child have? as usual they won't know. they won't even wanna get closer to it. SO whats do i really need? I need human to understand about me and try to communicate with me.As i don't think that this is difficult.That's too much for me to try to make convenient for those adults right?As i helped to settle things then later they'll say really troublesome don like this and don't like that.. what the f*** u wan? I wanna ask directly like this! |
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2:55 AM
March 06, 2010 wonderful day!
Oh my! should I join the piano competition? by playing duet with some other student?? My piano teacher just point out at me as one of the teacher give an idea to play duet for the competition. Really that confident to me? I m afraid that i might ruined everything during the competition. Skytrek was damn fun for today! who knows? The height was damn high as u know.Scary man but i gotta search for those photos that i've taken for today! I started to love flying fox but there is one part that i don't like coz the rope injured my hand and make the glove worn out. Pain like shit man I tell u!  |
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5:59 AM
March 05, 2010 sweet and bitter week
Something good had just happened! My daddy let me bring the camera to school to camwhore with all the friends in school. :)Haiyoyo,another guy come and talk to me again. He seems like wanna court me. The way he talks to me really makes me feels weirdy! That day MR Kala talked to me that day wednesday after school. He asked me why my chemistry results are so bad keep on dropping.I cried in front of him twice.Once was in the class but luckily that no one saw even chien wei which is just sit beside me. Then i just cried in the chemistry lab again. He just ask me to calm down not to cry and he say that he'll help me. I should not trust my mama. She tell everything to my daddy one! aiyaya! gotta go. tomorrow still wanna wake up eary for flying fox. |
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