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10:57 PM
July 25, 2009 lately i m lazy of blogging. so sorry about it. i'll try to make a topic to write. |
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5:39 AM
July 12, 2009 this year was my worst year ever. i had made my eyes red for almost everyday.why? today i feels too damn unhappy coz something happened to her and she suspect something. she started to ask my relative about something??? i feels that she is thinking of something. i m scared.. i don wan to go on anymore! life is horrible! i dislike crying in front of people but i really cant control my emotion. i really cried out that day in front of her but i don feel any better as i tell her my matters! no. pls don make something worst happen! i was use to hate them when they don treat me well but i don wan anything happen to them! pls! i really had enough i don wan to cry everyday but why i cant stop myself??? wht if i tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day? will it really be better? today afternoon we go to eat cone pizza at selayang mall to celebrate my bro's belated birthday my aunt foot the bill. she was q. rich gua.. cant belanja so many of us . what if in the opp way will something unbelievable happen?? i sometimes don understand why but i knw now that our life was actually wasn that easy! |
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1:01 AM
July 05, 2009 yesterday was amy's birthday party i went to join the party it was damn fun! a lot of people were there. i went there with xin wei and wei ern. once we reach there we saw zhen fei who wave to us la. jun xian, ashley,melody,yee lin,xin yi and others were all there. a moment later , a lot of people come. at around 7 all the people makan. i guess angie is the most late one. haha.. there were many nice food i bet all the food amy's mother make one gua.. i don believe that she recognize me is ken's sister la. after eating dinner we all camwhore like crazy especially angie. actually we are doing some mission at that time for someone who keep on take photos. that mission will be sucess one day and someone may understand it one day too.. yesterday a lot of things are made from mango oh.. so wonderful! i love mango!! yesterday some0ne told me something unbelievable! scary le.. actually i felt earlier but i m not sure who is who.. aha! don understand? it's not neccessary for u to know la but mb u read it u might know wht u tell me that day. hope u don make a wrong choice or else mb very hard to be friend back lo. through yesterday i finally understand someone it's not 1 person but 2! i chat to her then only i know why she like that. it was once i feel she is bad but now mb i feel that she is having the same matter as me. the other matter was about someone as i feel that it was terrible as i feels that it is not suppose to be in that way. it was people's top secret. but i cant believe that he can feel that who and who but i knw even he guess correct also i will still keep this secret coz i know someone "shy shy"! that day made a wrong choice which is i take part in the tuition. that teacher's english was damn lousy. axis become exit and so on.. don wanna say la.. seems like very bad .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY! |
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10:27 PM
July 03, 2009 that day piano exam was quite ok ler..but i almost get nervous but i was just cold that day donno why lo.. PEACE! It was a peace day coz someone was not at home for 2 days so no need to "fan"! antway tonight i m going for amy's party.. Labels: peace |
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11:45 PM
July 02, 2009 OPINION ABOUT LIFE
i m hoping that these days would gone like how the wind blow the leaves down..coz it seems like a boy who had just fallen down and injured himself. this wound was hardly recovered as usual. fortunately, life wasn t only like the boy. sometimes it might be like an apple falling down to the floor for someone but perhaps it's rotten. what was given is taken away. sometimes i was wondering is life just always waiting for an apple to drop? wht if the apple don drop? will people won get their life easy everytime? life sometimes is just like hard to predict. imagine when there is no lights in the world. who will come and help u? if u are like the falling apple perhaps u are lucky that u could find your way in the darkness but among billions over people there are maybe 20% of them are lucky. so humans who are clever like alexander graham bell could make telephones and make the future generations could use it. he is an expert! LIFE IS TOUGH! THAT IS WHY PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE.. SOME DONT APPRECIATE THEMSELVE BUT SOME AREN'T.. |
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