At noon, my family and i went to temple to pray my grandma. I was unhappy cause I can't see him.

I looks down today when i realize that he didn come. I missed him too much! Maybe I'm the only one who loves him but he doesn. Maybe the way to forget him is to love another person but i couldn find any.

After that we went to KL. We went to Sogo after we have lunch at Pudu.

My nightmare come again. My mom and I were chosing something and my little bro followed us too. Then at around 4 maybe. My grandpa told my mum that my uncle had arrived at our house then my dad wanna quickly rush back not because they had arrived but because scared that he will take his things!!! when we got up the car. my dad use some rude words to talk to my mom.

I m really got angry as if so wht that u raise me up! Wht do u feel when someone talk bad things about your siblings? as u guys spent most of the time together when u were young?