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6:17 AM
May 15, 2010 case 2: Thinking of u
Exam is coming soon.My heart like a wave. Sometimes high,sometimes low. what is this? suddenly feeling excited, and suddenly feeling sad. Thinking of u make my life tougher than studies. Only when playing and talking to people will make me feel better and even can forget u. It seems like i can't wait until the season over. got once i talked to the doll that u gave Sometimes i do feel that u can hear what i was talking to u. Do u really can hear? Thinking of people's gossips bout u and her sometimes do hurt my feelings. I bet this is the first time I m in love. I wanna talk to u directly my feels. I don care whether i have your heart a not but i wanna let u know what i was thinking. Giving heart to people are tougher than having an exam. Sometimes i do want something to happen within us. however, It will not. Thinking of gossips might make me feel jealous and hatred. I just wanna talk to u but i m afraid that there is hesitation within us. I'd try to check fb to see u and her relationship but i cant find any. Are they fooling me? I'd afraid that once i told u, u will refused to talk to me or try to hide away from me?? I m comforting myself to calm down and wait until the season is over. Yet, I ended up feeling not fine. |
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