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10:50 PM
May 29, 2010 Exam Life
Freak Out with those blady papers and someone's lectures!Early in the freaking morning kena marah kao kao by an idiot. Just one sentence means a lot to me. Screwed up two science papers la! One of the paper was because of that old man! Thinking of the word love did rather messed up my heart! wtf i wan? Is that really love exist within me and him? I don't understand why that old man keep on say that i am following my frens? Why people keep on wan me to go form 6?? HOnestly i wann freedom!!!!! |
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10:27 PM
May 16, 2010 Case 3: I'm messed up!
Obviously i wanna know u and her, what shall i do? Checked out on fb. But it seems like nothing. Sometimes it does hurt me. Feeling pain all over was one of it. Wanna tell people that I>>>u How? The longer I stay alone, the faster I wanna X( Stay at that distance, Wait for me. I shall approach u soon Chasing back the time. Sometimes I hope that you would put your hand on my head and pats my head when i fell asleep! I hope that I will see u when i had awakened. |
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6:17 AM
May 15, 2010 case 2: Thinking of u
Exam is coming soon.My heart like a wave. Sometimes high,sometimes low. what is this? suddenly feeling excited, and suddenly feeling sad. Thinking of u make my life tougher than studies. Only when playing and talking to people will make me feel better and even can forget u. It seems like i can't wait until the season over. got once i talked to the doll that u gave Sometimes i do feel that u can hear what i was talking to u. Do u really can hear? Thinking of people's gossips bout u and her sometimes do hurt my feelings. I bet this is the first time I m in love. I wanna talk to u directly my feels. I don care whether i have your heart a not but i wanna let u know what i was thinking. Giving heart to people are tougher than having an exam. Sometimes i do want something to happen within us. however, It will not. Thinking of gossips might make me feel jealous and hatred. I just wanna talk to u but i m afraid that there is hesitation within us. I'd try to check fb to see u and her relationship but i cant find any. Are they fooling me? I'd afraid that once i told u, u will refused to talk to me or try to hide away from me?? I m comforting myself to calm down and wait until the season is over. Yet, I ended up feeling not fine. |
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6:13 AM
May 14, 2010 Case 1:Confess?
Hide my feelings?Tell to u? Directly? Message? What will be your response? Shock? Sad? Mess? I m mess, so will u be mess when i tell u? Am I too direct? If I do not do this, maybe i'll have no chance. What are u thinking recently? Love? Family? Friends? Do u have her? Together? Not yet? Half half? What am I thinking? Wanna tell u my feelings only nothing I wanna do but if can of course i don't wanna be lonely. When to tell? After the season? before the season? So I'm here to tell u, I just love you. Perhaps just had a good feel towards u?? Maybe?? |
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