I wish I am alone at all times.

I do not want to stay so much with my family.

It make me feel embarrassed sometimes.

I want to decide myself.

I do not want to be a "family girl".

I mean I do not want to depend so much on my family.

Cause I feel like I'm an un-grown up kid.

I wanna stay out of home.

People tend to say home sweet home.

Me?

Home sad home!

I took this from the carnival.

Just Randam!

A pendant for me necklace!

I have been searching for something like this long time ago. :)

Well, it costs me 6 bucks for this.

I know it's expensive but it is rare!

Well, this shop sells accessories stuffs to make necklace.

My dream come true.

I found such a shop.

Haha!

Marshmallows with chocolate.

Costs me 3 bucks for 2.

I will not buy if it is not because I am hungry.

See! My bite haha!!

I thought that I could adapt to it.

However, he treats my friend better than he treats me.

Not that I am selfish.

I deny that.

It is because I am telling the truth.

What happens if I asked him to fetch me to BSD?

Sure kena marah kao kao!

What happen today is he fetch my little new friend back home to SELAYANG!

Oh, dear! So surprise right?

It's SELAYANG not Sungai Buloh.

Damn not fair.

I admit that I'd be selfish.

I try to do other stuffs when he asked me whether my friend should follow along.

I just wanna avoid that cause it disturbs my mind before this.

Well, what's the difference between people and me?

I am also human being.

I am not alien. Not thief. Not any other stranger.

I'm your daughter.
Damn pissed me off, man.

Just give me a car will do, maybe.

I never feel this way before until I come to college life.

I'm tired.

Wanna just leave all these alone.

I wanna shout and run now to make myself clearer what I have been doing or what I'm doing.

I am still not sure what I have been living for so long in this freaking world.

18 years of living without any targets,without colours.

Living with arguments all the time.

Is that life for?

I'm tired, tired and tired.

Please.

I give up.

No more moving forward.

Just Random at Segi toilet.

Nah! Segi.

I wonder why.

Maybe don't have someone familiar @ Segi.

My Uncle's birthday yesterday.

Haih...First year Birthday with a 'little' fren in his body.

Blurrr look in the morning at Piano centre.

Taking replacement class for next week.

With a minnie Teee to piano class.

A long stair case which i always walk every friday.

Tons of piano books.

Recent music orchestra.

Just randomly look at it @ Seimpi.

Then I saw this:

I wanted this.

40 bucks le..

So freaking expensive for a person like me no working.

Plus no transport.

Seems very fun le.

I won't beg my dad for money to let me watch this.

Unless I have my own money.

I went to the toilet.

Walao eh.. Those people cut line like nobody business.

I wanted to say the word FUCK u at that time.

It is so obvious that I am lining up.

Two students and a Malay Lady cut my line.

They seems like they are blind.

Cannot see my existence.

Idiot larr..

One girl some more form 6.

Teruk la Malaysia's student.

Tak bermoral betul.

Macam mana be our Form 6 student.

Go back to Standard 6 lar!

The Malay lady lagi teruk.

When it is my turn, she faster rush to the toilet.

WTF?

I do not even have a chance to go in.

I HATE PEOPLE CUTTING LINESSS!!!!!

DUMB ASS!

See! This little baby is my cousin.

She's just 2 yrs old ++.

People keep says she seems like my daughter.

Yeah, I agree too.

I treat her like half of my daughter.

Funny, right?

I'm just 17.

So fast be people's mother.LOL

Well, she had been staying at my house for 1 month ++.

I have not been taking care of a kids like this before.

Bring her to the toilet to pee and poo.

Feed her eat.

Make milk for her.

Tum her to sleep.

Scold her.* Cause she is notti*

Now, she is staying in my house cause her mama at Scotland.

First time being a babysitter.

Maybe half of a mother.

People tend to say that she seems like my daughter.

Hahaha!

If I drive, sure I have lots of complains from my parents.

I scare.

Actually I decided to post my license. LOL..

With that ugly loook I don wanna post dy.

Well, my dad keep on ask me to fetch my bro to tuition.

I don wanna drive in front of them cause later sure got arguments.

My license come from luck!

I where got so pandai.

I love my boy!

He's with the ghost look on FB.

He act cool.

Too bad cannot post here.

Segi I'm coming!!

Hehe.

Gotta prepare for stuffs.

This week will be my busy week.

Busy watching drama and doing crafts.

Aww! I'm thinking a gift for someone.

What guys like as a gift I wonder..

Suddenly, I realize I do not understand my boy that much.

I gotta hunt for it.

LOL..

Sounds like an animal hunting for prey.

Although she just left my house for 2 days but I do not know why I misses her so much.

She's just cute!

Now she is back so I'm not that boring anymore.

Tomorrow I will be going to Gohtong Jaya to celebrate Happy Father's Day with my grandpa and some relatives. :D

Going there was rather boring.

Wasting money to play arcade games without tickets.

And those are useless arcade machine.

The PROBLEM is it is CHEAP!

I tend to play with those gun games cause fun.

Now, I don wanna play.

Waste money.

My parents some more say wanna play ping pong there.

I was like WTF?

Ahh.. Tomorrow sure sien sei me..

I had never expect such a result.

-O-M-G- Was the first word I say to myself when I know that I've passed.

My lucky number of the morning is 8.

For my exam number is 16. LOL.

6 & 8 are the numbers that always stick to me.

First test: Slope

I scare till I shivers.

It is because I see a lot of them fail and the get off from the car.

At that moment I really want to slap myself and ask myself a question.

"Wei Ling arr, you should not take your driving test today. D-I-E-------!!!!"

In the end, my turn.

I told myself that "I must pass. I cannot disappoint people who throw all their hopes on me."

When I reach on the slope, I was like S-H-I-T-!!!

I thought I was going to get off from the car indeed.

Miracle-ly, the examiner ask me to go down.

I was SUPPERR H-Y-P-E-R that time!

Second test: Parking & triple turn

I still shiver.

I took a nice place to queue up.

Then I get off from the car to get my results at the slope pondok.

YAY! Passed!

Now parking.

I manage to park into the box but I have problem going out.

I almost bang on the pole.

Luckily, I reverse back.

It took me a hard time to go out.

Suddenly, I forget where I should go so I stopped right in front of the parking area to go back to take my result.

The examiner tell me that I need to do triple turn first.

LOL.

Third test: On the road

I did a few mistakes.

I have 17/20.

3 crosses.

The examiner helped me to break during the turn.

LOL.

When I had reached the exam place, I realize that the examiner had fallen asleep.

LOL.

I'm afraid that I cannot sleep tonight.

Hope tomorrow will be fine.

I believe in fate.

Since it wants me to take means it's time.

And I should trust myself.

In order not to disappoint my aunt and my families.

Thanks to my dad who brought me to "revise".

I hope it will be fine.

I hope I can do it calmly.

Please don be nervous tomorrow.

Please.

Today went to Hartamas shopping centre around 11.

We walk into the Times Book Store.

And I bought the last book of VA.

My luck!!!

I wanted this cover on the book.

Unfortunately, the book condition does not seem to be "good-looking".

:(

Nevermind, I just wanna buy the book cover and wanna continue reading the story.

I was like..

And that guy was the camp's sin chan.

I was like WTF?

Spent almost 1 hour to draw and sketch this until it looks alike.

Then about another hour to colour it.

Total 2 hours plus.

Ta-da!

This is one of my favourite character in Looney Tunes cartoon.

Does they look alike?

I made my 2nd of June meaningful by doing stuffs.

Oh dear! My Bibie is soaked wet in the pail!!!

Cause my cousin pee on it.

I'm sad.

It's the first time I bath for Bibie.

She looks weird in it.

It is our 5th month anniversary.

I could not believe it.

5 months just passed like that and we are truly in love for this five months.

Will we lasts forever?

I hope we will.

Baby, I love you forever.

Do you know what I'm thinking right now?

* ask me if you could.