if u seek me.

7:01 AM August 26, 2011

Rainbow

Today I went to renew my Identity Card. It will be ready in two weeks time.

Two weeks later I can see another yong sui part of me in my Identity Card. When I go to Desa Complex to re-new Identity Card, I was so surprised that it is done within 15 mins ++. So easily being done. Then, my mom fetched me to Jusco and Tesco to find part time. Unfortunately, most shops hired part-time worker. Just got one.

Like what the elders said to us when we were young. They told us that there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. As we grows up, we realize that pot of gold is our hard work. So I want the pot of gold. ^^

7:48 AM August 25, 2011

Midvalley today.

As usually I go to Midvalley every Thursday. Went to Eco Paradise with my mom, cousin and aunt.

At Midvalley....

Bought this pouch for my handphone which I have been looking for a long time. :)

WoW!!! The ice-cream are attractive but I did not eat. Hehe.

This little peach cake I found it at Bread Story.

Very cute. Plus I loved peaches. This is the most amazing and interesting cake that I've ever met.

Hellooo Kitty. My favourite cute little pet. Hehe~

Spot the yellow thingy behind kitty? It's spongebob. My enemy! XP

7:50 AM August 24, 2011

Down

I had been secretly doing something lately.

I decided to make something special.

Hopefully it will success. It is the biggest mission ever. LOL. Sounds like spy i know.

It is something meaningful. Don't ask. You will know sooner or later.

Cause it will be on blog. Hehe~

This is how I do hw recently.

Tons of things to write.

Tons of laughter when I write.

Do you wonder why I do hw got laughter?

Don't ask. :D

Sorry that I have did such a big and silly mistake. I knew I had hurt you. I knew that no matter how long I suffered with tears it still doesn't fade away. I only know how to say sorry. I could not helped with it. I'm VERY SORRY, my D-E-A-R! I do loved you but this mistake makes me felt guilty when I told you and you doesn't put a blame on me. I had been struggling with myself from the first date till now. I hated him for saying such a word at first but I.. SORRY. SORRY is just what I will say.. If you really sees this message I can tell that actually I'm a bit coward. I just do not know how to face you when I remember how much you loved me. I'm really useless. Maybe I need time. Actually I hated him after I dated with you. That time only I realize that he is destroying our relationship.I m just a fool. I told you that I will try forget about it but I really cannot make myself to forget.. I suffers.

7:26 AM August 22, 2011

Love is like pieces of puzzles

Puzzles is not only for kids to play. It is for adults too. We do not need to buy puzzles to play. We can make it. Be creative. So I'm searching for making of puzzles recently. Wanna come out with something creative.

Searching for something wonderful too. I decided to make puzzles. :D Gotta make an experiment on that. It's an early preparation for some event.

Well, I made a gift box today but it does not turn out to be nice. The gift box cover cannot fit it. Disappointed. Gotta try hard for that. Now, I'm going for the gift box decoration.

7:51 AM August 21, 2011

Left out :(

Gotta read tons of blogs. Drive me crazy. In the end no time for blog. Supposely I'm going for a part two birthday surprise. Now too late.

Now wanna sleep like this little cat. May I?

Sure people will laugh at me.

Good nights. sleep tights, people.

5:15 PM August 08, 2011

Sweet 18th Birthday Part 1

Someone lighted up my birthday morning.

Guess who?--------Jason Lim, my small lil brother.

He surprised me.

It's totally an unpredictable surprise.

Curious to know?

Wait la...

Need to upload photo one mah. Hehe :D

On this day I losses something very important and gained something.

The thing I loses is totally a very important thing.

Thanks to him I lost it and I gained a very sweet memories.

Finally I'm turned into 18. A real grown up kid. Legal for certain stuffs(Not smoking). It's 06082011. Having a special date with my baby. It is TOTALLY a special date. This is because We are going out alone without my friend. :)

Where? Of course.... Hmm.. Midvalley la!

How to go?? Train la! Ask so much. Hehe~ a bit SS.

This is the most nervous and tense day I had ever. Nervous is because I gotta meet him but tense is I scare my dad knows and he does not let me to go.

I had been struggling for one week about it. Well, it goes smoothly. Rather smoothly but I lied. A very bad thing I had been practicing recently.

Thanks to you Lee Kok Lin. Who ask me to be in love with you. Being in love also I scare. Going out I also scare. Conclusion, actually now nothing to scare of cause I'm legally 18.

I planned to wake up at 8.15am but in the end I woke up earlier than that.

7.45 am already woke up. Then received his text.

I try to find out whether my parents had gone out for breakfast. Yes, they did.

I tried to delay my time a bit late so that my mom will fetch me to the railway but it did not.

In the end my dad fetch cause I need to reach railway before 0945. Nervous----nervous comes.

He keep on ask me got how many people and bla bla bla. This and that la.. Haih~ Very annoying.

I know I'm lying.I'm a bad girl. If he asked more, I will feel more guilty.

"My dear dear wei ling, what are u guilty of? It's normal to have dates at this age."

We enjoyed ourselves at Midvalley. A lot.

Places we visited:

1.Cinema Booked ticket for Harry Potter 3D costs 52 bucks. crazy..

2.Gift shops.--Forget what name ady.. went in to find presents for Little baby whose birthday party same day as mine.

3.Toys ' r us-- Being notti playing the toys together. Woops. Actually I played the most in the store. He tried to entertain me to play those baby toys at the store. We pressed the buttons of the dolls and so on.

4.S&J--Went in randomly to see presents.

5.Eat at the Carl's Jr. ---Yuummmy! :) seeing him eating happily. We ate burger again. Recall back first date.<3

6. Pet's world exploring the animals. He handled it with care so that I will not see that lil spider I scare. Recaling back how the first time he held my hand. <3

7. Cold Storage to find drinks.

8.Jaya Jusco went in for a glance to find baby stuffs.

9.Puzzle shop we explore into another world of the puzzle. you remember? The unicorn u used to say it very nice and real?

Baby, I hope I did not forget some other shops we went in before. If I did I hope you will tell me. :)

Thanks for the day, my sweet baby.

A man that could only make my heart beats so fast,

only you.

Baby, I loved you more than everything.

7:30 AM August 05, 2011

Tonight is not the time, not a right night.

Perhaps I could see him tomorrow might be a happy day. A big deal happen. A Deal. What should I do? What should I do to make the person to let go and forgive? I might not have that magical powers but I have my heart. Making him to feel comfortable. Happy with things going on. I should. I should make things better. I wonder will this problem be solved sooner or later. It's 10.39pm. I'm having worries on stuffs will go smoothly or maybe not. I hope things rather will be fine. My biggest wish is:

"I wan you to be happy. Without worries. No emoness in your world. No more angry of your friends."

Can you fullfill my wish?

6:57 AM August 03, 2011

Happiness

There are a lot of types of happiness in a relationship.

-a short happiness

Which means a playful happiness that you will not exactly lasts forever. It is just a fooling of each other's feeling. Simple way to call it "Puppy Love". For most of the youngsters. This can lead to multiple of social problems like baby dumpings. Talk about the baby dumpings...

I watched multiples of it recently and it is damn scary. Those "Beast"(I couldn't call them as human beings. cannot even categorize them as human.) were so damn evil. They undergo abortion. Do you know abortion is so damn cruel! If you really wants to see it, go search on youtube. I do not want to post such an evil thing. Please,

please,please and please if you do not love the person.

This will lead you a very short happiness and harm yourself

one day.

-a long term of happiness

A steady relationship which lasts forever. It called as true love.

It is a type of relationship that leads to marriage. Having a family

with the partner. And continues the life till the old age. It is just like

the picture of old couple. <3 It needs a lot of effort to stay on this stage.

It is tough so couple should learn to be tolerate. :)

Choose the long term happiness instead of the short one.

Girl, should find a guy which stay with you forever.

" Girl, stay with me forever. I will give you happiness. I will make things fine for you.

I will only love you forever."

8:25 PM August 02, 2011

Wednesday blue.

Early in the morning got speech from my mom. Darn spoil my mood la please. I want a peaceful morning for today. My brain have not even work properly then those people scold like mad. One more stranger lagi sien.. Come disturb ask why u so xiao qi one? I was like darn u. Don annoy me lar! I hated strangers saying " Hi, can I be your friend?" Can u just speak more. Introduce yourself la! Don ask me sooo much stupid question. Where you study? and bla bla bla~ Damn pissed me off. I don't know why. I do not feel like talking to the hell strangers lately. Do not challenge my patient. I will never never be polite to strangers!

Ahhh!! Just wanna shout out loud. Damn it. See m

the baby face= my face now.>>>>>

7:28 PM August 01, 2011

Hyper-Morning.

It's a warm and perfect morning. This is because I have my friends with me in the morning. :) Having multiples of topics to chat about. Especially sit beside Mei Mei. I talked a lot today. It is consider as my most active day in the Coll. Speaks much not like what I did in the previous times.

However, today got too much idiots talk to me. Saying Hi. Can I be your friend and I don feel like entertain them!

Your tenderness make me feels warm . I loved you tonight, my darling.